There are so many missing
Hey Momma. Not sure that anyone really noticed that I was gone, but here I am for now.
I did miss you and love you very much. There is just a lot going on and I would rather be under a rock right now. I am trying to read the board when I can, but I have missed a lot it seems. I was lurking a few days ago and looks like something BIG went on & I can't figure it out. I sure hope that it works itself out for the best. I am sick of doctors, hospitals, tests, meds, and well, you get the idea. I am SO tired all the time and in a MASSIVE funk today. I am just wiped out. I still can't eat....a couple crackers is all & SOMETIMES a protein shot (bullet). Everything comes up, even my SF Kool-Aid most of the time. I don't have another stricture, it's just the nausea from all the meds & the illness (es) themselves. The pain patch is very strong, but I need it to function. So, I have to have the nausea patch to go with it. With a CHANGE in meds AND the throwing up all the time, I have LOST about 17 pounds now since the reunion at Oak Mtn.! I am happy that getting off of 2 meds, one being the prednisone, that the weight is getting down like it was before! I want to be back in my TINY clothes!!!!! But, the starvation mode & dehydration is not the way to do it. (He did ADD another med back on)
Ok, the patches have kicked in and now I am rambling.......
Love you,
Lindy
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