Revision Question Pleaseeee =)

I originally had a RNY 12/01 The Surgery was a failure from day one.. i immediatly got pancreantitis which busted my pouch open. and put a hole in my colon)emergency surgery for that but i was too swollen and infected for him to fix my pouch) and in my stomach... i spent 6 months in the hospital recovering.. only weight i lost.. was the weight from not eating anything. completly NPO for the whole 5 months.. was being fed threw my veins.. anyway took me a long time to even find a dr who would go in and attempt a revision im using dr frantzides in evanston IL ive read most of your post on this forum and im nervous and HECK now.. (sigh) i assumed for me.. since the surgery was a failure from day one.. that a revision would be just like starting all over fresh.. now im wondering if it would be even worth risking getting sick again.. for it not to even work right.. OMG OMG OMG.. HELP ANYONE???