I'm not dead- just a big whiney loser!

Chance22
on 1/11/11 9:03 am - Canada
Hi Everyone

Merry New Year and I hope the tooth fairy was good to you!

Sorry I have been so quiet lately. I'm here, I'm reading and I'm doing the work. I'm just waiting for the call and I really haven't had a lot to say as of late because I have been so focused on the waiting on the call- I stopped celebrating my little victories.

So here is a count down of awesome things that have nothing to do with waiting for surgery:

1- I tried on the pj pants that I got last year for xmas that were WAY too small (you know the ones- satiny fabric on the one side, fuzzy fabric on the inside, absolutely no give whatsoever, so if you manage to cram your too big behind into them you look like a two legged sausage casing!) and guess what! TOO BIG! Not just a little too big, but sliding off the hips, need the drawstring too big!

2- AS of this morning 198.6 lbs! I have the flu and so this is likely not a true representation of my weight, but fact is- I haven't seen a number like that since 2007. TAKING IT!

3- I got a Bench hoodie for Christmas- size L. CRINGE! But, it fits! Maybe not as well as it will in 5 lbs lost, but I still managed to pull it over my head, boobs, stomach and hips and was not able to count stretchmarks on my tummy through it. We'll call that a victory.

4- I got a Xbox Kinect for Xmas and it takes your photo doing the challenges. I was next to my teeny-weeny sister in a photo and I thought "Wow! Not too bad!"

So-  those are my four victories that I am celebrating as of this moment. What are yours?

"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." - Anais Nin      
Highest Weight: 242 lbs 1st Clinic visit: 236.8lbs
Weight at Surgery: 193.1 Surgery Date: May 18, 2011 Current Weight: 134.4 lbs
         

mtrai
on 1/11/11 9:22 am
Hey lady! 
That's awesome, the things you have accomplished while waiting...

I remember the long wait - you will get the call soon, and this will be a really amazing year for you.

For me? I just shovelled a TONNE of snow and felt energetic after. I am noticing how much easier it is to do physical things - dancing at parties, walking up stairs etc.
So much less joint pain.
Also I think my hormones are more regulated with the weight loss. My skin is better and I just feel more even, less emotional extremes. These are health things but really I am so greatful for them.

Hang in there!! It sounds like you're making the best of the time you have before the surgery.
~mtrai
Surgery VSG Oct.8 2010. 23pds lost pre-op. I am 5'6" tall. Feeling amazing!      
tammy K.
on 1/13/11 11:52 am - calgary, Canada
hey chance...that is alot of stuff going on...so proud of you....you are really trying and that is wonderful....
1. i was 149 last week....it has been 26 years since that occured...:)
2. i bought a size 8
3. my husband doesn't think i should get much smaller.:)
anyway you're going to get into the clinic really soon and you will be sailing down even farther...thanks for posting...tammy
  kindness is the nicest thing....          
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