My stomach is turning
It is one week from today that I will have my weigh in. I have lost between 8 and 10lbs. I am hoping to lose a few more this week. My tummy is noticibly flatter, for which I am greatful. Other than that things have gone well. But sitting here thinking about it has my stoma*****nots. I'm nervous. I'm scared. I'm excited. I'm hopeful. As it gets closer and closer \i feel really unprepared. I am so very busy between now and next Monday that I don't have time to think! I need to get my house straightened up and organized and pack my bag. I am working long hours every day until Monday, so there is really very little time! It is coming really fast! I know that next Tuesday I will breath a (paninful) sigh of relief..but until then my head is spinning and my stomach is turning! LOL!
So for those of you who were on the liquid diet did it feel like there was a stitch in your liver? Do you think that means mine is shrinking?
Frig I don't see the surgeon until June and everytime I think of it I can literally throw up. I haven't lost 10% of my weight and it's next to impossible for me to do so. I am terrified Dr Karmali will turn me down. If he does I guess I'll just have to accept his desision and move forward living life to the best of my ability as an obese person.
I commend you on making it this far and I know after surgery you'll suceed and be another success story that all of us here on the forum can read about.
Go get em' girl.
HW:274 SW:238 CW: 150.0 1St goal: 199.8 2nd goal:174 (100 pound lost)
My Persoanl Goal: (HIgh)150 (Low)140
1st goal acheived December 27th/2010. 1 week after my 3rd month surgery anniversary.
2nd goal acheived June 4th/2011. 2 weeks after my 8th Month Surgiversary.
Gall Bladder surgery April 12,2012
You can either believe it will happen.....or believe it won't. Both are self fulfilled prophesies. For Me it has happened. My Surgery was September 21/2010
Hugs..