4 days left!!!
So i can't believe that i only have 4 days to go. I had my endoscopy yesterday and no ulcers. I have gastritis (inflatmation of stomach lining) but it will not interfere with my date.
Everybody is asking me how i feel am i nervous or scared and the answer is no i'm not. Im excited and numb all that the same time.It feels surreal. My weight has been an issue since i was about 12 so the fact that i have the opportunity to literally change my life baffles me.
I've been doing alot of reflecting and praying and just looking at me. I have always loved the way i look. I've always been very attractive and confident. As i've gotten older i'm now having joint pain in my back and knees. I have very large Big Girls as i call them so with my weight my back would kill from time to time. I love my girls dearly and hope i don't lose them completely. After i lose all this weight i will get them lifted but nothing added.
There has been so much going on that the time just got away from me. Im sitting here looking at my beautiful 9 month old baby and thinking he won't even remember me fat. I will have to show him pictures of the old me lol.
Im just truly feeling blessed right now and i will forever be thankful for this entire experience.When i first started this journey back in Jun i said i would just enjoy the ride and take everything as it came.Thankfully It was a very smooth process i had no glitches at all and the approval came the very next day after submission.Can we say Dream come true!!!!
