Dec 5th! Excited, scared, guilty, worried.

It was difficult to pick out a tiltle image. Not sure how I feel. Excited but scared & worried too. I feel like I am taking the easy way out. I am not very heavy at all but I see myself getting bigger and bigger every year. I am 35 and I would like to look good while I am still young. I do not have any children yet and so I hope I am not delaying motherhood until it's too late. I guess I could have a child when I am 37 if I really want to have a child.

First off, congrats on our dates! Mine is the same as yours. Reading your profiles sounds just like my own. Only diff is 34 1/2. LOL Good luck to us both and is not the easy way out...it's the healthy way!!

I feel the same way. Like this is my easy way out...Even though it's the hardest thing I have ever done. Things will be better I hope