It's Here...Wednesday Weigh-In!

Here's something shocking...I NEVER weigh commando

Why???? You are shaking my understanding of the universe with this one! Ro

LOL!! Many reasons I don't weigh commando... #1- I don't spend a whole lot of time nekkid, so I don't feel it's really an accurate weight for me. #2- I will NEVER weigh nekkid at the doc's office, so what's the point?? The numbers will be different any how. #3- Since I don't have a digital scale, it really doesn't reflect much difference. #4- I'm too lazy to take off all my clothes just to get on the scale. :P My shoes on the other hand...that's a different story!

Hey, Smartie-pants... (had to use it because you don't weigh commando!) Good reasons! Sure beats stripping at the office. With you on ditching the shoes. LOL Ro

Couldn't you just see their faces if we actually started stripping at their scale???

I had a really emotional weekend with my patients (we lost a couple and had one i basically kept alive that had realllly bad low blood sugars), luckily I know the symptoms first hand so I recognized it and watched him closely.. he was given insulin by a nurse when she should have held it with his before dinner reading so I was fighting against insulin the whole night trying to keep him afloat.. wow was it ever stressful. Anyways.. I ate in response over the weekend and through tuesday. It wasn't pretty and no, I didn't do the right thing. I was embarassed to tell you all about it when i came here today.. But i have to do it. Plus I know there are "other" people lurking on our boards that don't care for me much anymore just waiting to see me fall on my face so they can scream it the rest of the world b/c they are that immature and petty, another reason why I didn't want to post it (the majority of the reason!) but ya know what.. I am tired of worrying what other people think of me.. we are human, we make mistakes.. so here I am.. I am posting my gain with confidence and thanks to Molly for listening to me and explaining to me that honesty with you all was the best ticket.. I do agree and fully expect you to be caring and nuturing as you all have always been to me. I am doing ok again.. back on track and lets hope for a while.. i really need to learn how to control emotional eating.. I have a therapy appt on friday and expect to discuss this with my therapist in GREAT detail .. shes so wonderful and so glad I have her.. Ok.. here it goes. HW: 328 SW: 280 LW: 134.2 (i think) CW: 142 Holy cow.. don't worry tho, like I said.. not gonna stick and Im sure a lot is water weight as I was focused on a lot of good for me high fiber foods and those attrac****er.. didn't' really eat too much "junk" other than a couple cookies (bad mel!) So please hold my hand and not slap it, that's all I ask.. ok maybe a little but prefer a love pat *huggles*

Melissa I could never slap your hand and I am sure I speak for the whole group. You have always been here for all of us and we will be here for you too. Hang in there sweetheart and remember YOU CAN DO THIS!!!! Mini Me

Thanks Melissa.. its hard for me to admit that i do need your all's support more than ever right now.. so that i can stay focused and keep eating clean.. thanks for the cheer of optimism.. you are awesome melissa, it means so much to me! more than you know..

The people who do not "care" for you anymore to do not deserve the time it takes to mention them. You have done wonderfully and are a tremendous support to this board.

Thanks Amy.. you really just stated it pretty black and white.. I have to agree. I am reading a book called A New Earth and it keeps pounding this concept in my brain over and over.. I need to really quit letting those people who are "toxic" control me.. it's thier "tainted and failing egos" (as a new earth would say) that is the problem.. not I.