Tuesday weigh in and HAPPY SURGIVERSARY TO ME, MELISSA AND MOLLY
I am sooooooo excited because today is one year for me and I just can not believe how far I have come within a year ESPECIALLY how I have struggled. It has always amazed me that I still lost weight hopefully that will continue.
Also I weighed this morning and pleased to anounce I am 2lbs from Onederland (so close I can taste it) he-he.
HW: 340
SW: 330
LW: 204
CW: 201
Hope everyone has a wonderful week
Mini Me
Happy Surgiversary to you also Melissa and Molly!!
I had a trying week.. yesterday was a bad bad eating day for me.. not going to lie. I don't even want to know how much I ate. It was disgusting. I was very tired and drained from being "iced" into the town my hospital is in for the weekend.. very tired.. lots of sleep lost and I lost control yesterday. It was eye opening how much I could eat if I let my guard down.. I was feeling "sorry" for myself in some ways I suppose due to all the lack of sleep and my terrible team of patients I had this weekend (I know that is mean of me but it was as horrible as it could get). The day before my surgiversary, I totally sabotaged myself. Soooo there ya go, not gonna lie about it. I even tried regular chocolate.. 5 mini pieces an dumped like a truck and had blood sugars dropping all night. I woke up in a puddle of sweat this am.. it was less than fun. I will always have issues with food and yesterday proved that. I feel much better today and much more in control. I hope these days become less and less.. its scary. No wonder people can and do gain weight after this surgery.. I really just "let go" for the first time yesterday and it was downright frightening.
Anyway.. so needless to say the scale went back up a couple pounds... I will get it off though, I am determined. Thanks for letting me vent.. you guys are awesome, please don't think less of me is all that I ask.
HW: 328
SW: 280
LW: 136.2
CW: 138