Omg im gettin veryyyyyyyyyyy Nervous
Wow its hard to beleive on the 11th Ill have my surgery...The time has come fast....I was scheduled for Nov 15 then changed to the 27...Then once again changed to Dec 11....It was all due to insurance but Ive had all my blood work xrays...So now good to go ..But now Im scared to death....I just wanna be on this earth for xmas...Ive always been afraid of dieing all my life...Now Im really scared....But I know I gotta do this or will die sooner or later from health problems due to my weight....Well just had to tell some1 sometimes boyfriend is hard to talk to...Love Marsha
Hi! I am December 11th also. I was very confident until today. I went to the hospital for the preadmission testing and I had to wait near the recovery room for the anesthesiologist. It was then that I remembered what it is like to be so vulnerable and at the mercy of the staff. I've had several surgeries in the last few years, so I thought it would be easy......then I remembered the feelings. It is a big deal but it is also a surgery with a wonderful outcome! I am nervous but I'm also thrilled! Good Luck to everyone! This is a brave step to take!