You are so welcome. Sure hope the ultrasound checks out ok for you too

Consider yourself lucky. Some of us wish we could make it to onderland. I have been trying my hardest and I still can't seem to make it there. My clothes get looser every time I wear them, but its still discouraging the numbers on the scale aren't shrinking. You know what you have to do to maintain, I refuse to stop exerciing and lifting weights, so I guess I just have to tough it out, (eyes rolled), but its really getting on my nerves.

It took me so lonnnnnggggg to get here I just thought that it must be a dream. I wanted to get here and stay here a minute before I start jumping up and down. I have been at 197 for days now so I think I am good to go. I have to be honest. I really don't think that I can call this a stall. I started eating a few carbs EVERY DAY! I barely ate carbs at the start. I went to a support meeting and so many wanted to be a size 0, 2, 4. I was told if I kept at it the way I had been I could be a two too! I wasn't having any of that. I have no desire to be a two. I wasn't a two when I was two! When I went back in for a check up I ran this by my doctor and dietians. They all told me not to worry. I wouldn't be a two. Thank You Jesus. So I have been trying hard to get off the carbs. Let me tell you once they get in you they are hard to get back out of you. They are like a drug. You want more and more. I still do a little carb but nothing like I had started when I freaked out thinking if I kept eating right I would end up the BLACK TWIGGY for those of you old enough to remember Twiggy. So I have made it into onederland and it is my fault that it took me so long to get there. Where do I really want to be. My doctor at the start of this said if I lost to 180 that would be my 100lbs. He would like to see 170 but would accept 180. Now that I am 197 I really don't know where I want to be. We are just in the 6th month and they say we have from a year to 18 months. Only time will tell where I will end up but it won't be a TWO! PS: It's amazing I don't have a problem saying over and over I weigh 197. When I weighed 315 I would have killed you for asking me. By how I have changed.

Owwww da lil rats! Or should I say the big rats! Now it makes sense to me. I have some clothes that were given to me. They were 16s and 14 pants. I was like you I'll put them bac****il they fit. Then I decided to try them on. I had to go get in the mirror to see if I was dreaming. They were closed and I could put my hand in the waist band. Some months ago on this site I was asking everyone why and how could they be wearing 18, 16 and 14 and I was still in 22/24ss???? Most people at that time was telling me that I had lost more than them. (Not now every one has passed me but thats kool I am fine with it) Now I see. I was still in Lane Bryants wrong sized clothes. Now it all makes sense to me. Thanks for the heads up. It also makes sense about the Goddess Bras. I always have to buy those larger than any other bra. I have an old Goddress long line strapless bra thats a 46C and it fits perfect. No way can I wear any one elses 46 right now. And hear I am thinking my body and brain was screwed up but it seems I was just getting !@#!$#%$!!@#$ so I would live in LB forever.

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