Do you ever feel...?
So I consider myself a sucess..I have gone from 394 to 278 I am sooo NOT complaining, but I feel like such a pig still! I can't help it , even going from a size 34 down to a 22 in just 7 months I look at myself and cring. I worry that I will stop loosing and be stuck here. I do make it to the gym and beides the occasional carb. eat the right way. I suppose that I just get paranoid ....wondering if anyone else is feeling the same. Thanks for your time
keri
I just said this to my husband this morning, after trying on 3 outfits.
(and I am only 5 ft 3!! So the change is drastic)
and in the last 3 wks I now have thigh wrinkles beginning to hang ontop of my knee caps, and I still have 64 lbs to lose!!! ( as if the upper arms, thighs and butt wrinkles weren't enough!!)
I have been in crisis since the end of May with finals, graduation, applying for 6-10 jobs a week, my daughters surgery, hospital trips for mom and dad, moving dad to our county from 3 hours away, fighting L& I, unemployment and insurance for benefits as well as setting up full time caregiving for parents 3 hrs apart. I can not overeat, so my nerves are shot!!
I just saw my dr yesterday and she upped my anti-depressants and gave me an anti-anxiety medication.
We just have to keep going, one foot in front of the other, one hour one day at a time, praying for help, and peace. We know we are so much better off now, but sometimes we fall into unrealistic expectations of ourselves as well as of others. We need to give ourselves a break!!
Hang in there!