I don't want to do this anymore.

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My dear Chocolate Angel, You are so way too young to give up on finding friends and a special person!!! Right now your schedule is so full that it must be really hard to have TIME to meet anyone! How about volunteering at something? In one of your posts you mention the leader of your support group. Could the two of you do some things together? (Two people instead of one take the fear out of going into a bar or a movie...) MAKE some time for fun!! On line dating is also a possibility, and that is actually where I met my second husband, who is from Pakistan. Just be careful if you do the on line stuff, OK? Just remember we are always here for you! HUGS,

Hang in there! You've had the strength and determination to go through all of this. Good things will come your way, when you are least expecting them.