in your own world?
hey everyone! this is the first time i have visited this website in a couple of months and i just realized that since the surgery i have pretty much been in my own world in my head. its not that i dont care about the same things i used to or the people i used to, but my thinking is just different and i feel less preoccupied with everyone else's problems than i used to. i am a major caretaker by nature.. and now i am just so preoccupied with my own journey and everything i am experiencing that for once i just want to take care of me lol. anyone relate? i am doing really good.. down about 70lbs since surgery and 100 total! i have never been a steady looser.. i go about two weeks with NOTHING lost then BAM 5-10 lbs gone.. its kinda crazy. i have been hitting the gym hard for the past two weeks.. five times a week, twice by myself and three times with a personal trainer. i love it. each time i go i burn about 500-600 calories on cardio then i do up to an hour of weight traning. MY BODY IS KILLING ME though haha.. i am so SOREEEE. its a good sore though, a sore im proud of becuase i have earned it. each time i go to the gym i cant leave lol, i just keep going and going becuase all i can think of is that 6 months ago i would not have been able to do an hour of cardio or and hour of weights. anyways.. i hope everyone is doing great and if anyone needs anything let me know.. i feel like i want to be there for the people going through the same journey.. love you all!