My PCP called today and told me I'm going through the change of life. What a kick in the ass at the age of 46 I have not eaten since noon yesturday and I don't wan to eat. I'm to YOUNG to go through the change!! DonnA

Dont' start tossing your cookies. It's AWFUL!! Not healthy and I as I write this I'm not in my right mind. I'm light headed and SO tired due to not eating properly. I went to bed around 7pm last night and got up with Ron at 4am and I'm still tired. Sometimes I want to ask my husband Ron to put me in the hospital but who would take care of them *my family* we women are the ones that keep the family together. I miss and need my life back!! Hugs Donna

Thanks Donna.... And don't worry about your language... it would take a heck of alot stronger language to offend me. And life does suck sometimes... Sucks BAD!!!!! Family does always come first... and I intend on making the most of my situation. I will still be a part of this board, so I will keep you all informed if that what y'all really want. Glad your doing better on the eating issues. I have had the thought run through my head on occasion that since WLS that I would probably be the perfect candidate to become bulemic.... sometimes when I have that extra bite or two just to clean my plate and not be wasteful, I wish I could just go throw up.... unfortunately for me, no matter how hard I try, I can't toss my cookies per say.... nothing ever comes out. Just remember... protien first, and get in all your fluids... I wouldn't be suprised if the shaking and BP issues may both be caused from dehydration. Please take care of yourself!!! Hugs, Susan

Susan, I'm so very sorry for all that you are going through. It just seems to keep piling up on you with no stop. Girl you are in my prayers and will continue to be. Maybe this is what needs to happen, moving to FL might be just what you need to be able to get things done for your little one. Remember we love you and are always here for you. Take care, Loni

I don't get down there much anymore, as my Dad had a heart attack and triple by-pass, so he sold his place in St. Pete's and moved back to Canada. Maybe in a couple of years I will make the trip with the grandkids. I love NFL football and Jacksonville has a team in that league. Perhaps you can become a "Jaguars Fan". LOL That would be so cool. Being an NFL fan in Toronto is difficult, as Canada has a separate football league and they are no where near as good as the NFL. My boyfriend travels to Buffalo for the games. It's alot of fun. If you ever get to a game, post, so I can live vicariously through your excitement. LOL Karen G