I did something today that really built my self esteem up 300% and made me feel sexy and desirable and I did for for my husband and me. I used to wear thigh high stockings when I was thinner and my husband asked me to go purchase some for him today I could not wait to get home to put one on. slipped that baby on and it not only looked sexy but made me feel sexy Go out and doing something special for yourself, spouse or both of you. I even pulled out my five inch heels that I forgot I had and put them on and they look hot with my nice new black stockings. Yes, the truth is known Donna used to be on the wild side a few years ago before all this weight piled on me. Actually my husband liked seeing his wife dress on the sexy side for him and a woman does look nice when wearing high heels. Donna

I'v been busy with my night job, family and now that the weather is getting nicer I'm trying to push myself out of the house. Donna

Hi Donna, I'm so happy for you!!! Hi I'm Diana and I'm a scaleoholic. When the alarm goes off I jump up out of bed and weight myself (after I pee of course). Glad to see you posting. This board has gotten so quiet. Take care, Diana 379/175/?

Julie, your doing so great on your weight loss and I'm happy that life is finally treating you well. I'm so sorry for your daughters loss and it's a shame that Adam's parents won't allow your daughter to visit his grave site. Sometimes that can help people get over the grieving period. Your all in my prayers. Hugs Donna

Thank you both for your support...I know how devistating suicide can be...when I was 19, my ex-boyfriend also took his own life. Shayna does go to counseling. Thanks again, Julie