Feeling better now!!
Ok, so even though I am falling apart I am so happy right now. My pool boy was just here (I just like saying that - actually it was the guy delivering the water). Anyway, he remembered me from last year when he delivered water, but he kept looking at me weird. Finally he said, "did you change your hair or something?" I told him yes, that I had cut my hair shorter and lightened it a little. Than he kept saying how different I looked and that he wouldn't of recognized me. Finally I told him that I had also lost about 80 pounds. He freaked out. He said,"I knew I didn't remember such a hot chick living here." I told him I still wanted to lose another 40 pounds or so and he told me I would waste away to nothing if I did. OMG!! Nobody has ever said that to me before. I was excited I just wanted to give him a hug. He went on and on about how good I looked the whole time he was doing stuff to the pool. Than he asked me how things were with my husband and I. I didn't even realize he wa****ting on me until after he left. That doesn't happen to me. I'm still so excited I can barely type this. I think I need new pool water every day . I know I sound like some stupid high school girl when the hot football player talks to her, but after being fat and unhappy for so long, this made my day. Heck, it made my month!!
Sorry this was so long. I just wanted to share with someone who might understand.
Melissa