Surgery A Week Away And Terrified!

HI YVETTE, I'M TRYING MY BEST TO BE CONFIDENT, BUT IT'S SOOOOOO HARD TO DO. I WAS FINE WITH MY DECISION UP UNTIL TWO WEEKS AGO AND I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED TO CHANGED MY MIND ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING. I'M PRAYING FOR GOD TO REMOVE THIS FEAR FROM MY MIND SO I CAN MOVE ON. I WILL PRAY FOR YOU ALSO AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT I CAN TRUST GOD FOR EVERYONE'S SPEEDY RECOVERY, BUT I STILL HAVE DOUBT FOR MYSELF. I WISH YOU A SPEEDY RECOVERY AND GOD BLESS YOU! YVETTE