2 Days to go till surgery

my days are drizzling down to the day of my surgery I go in on Thursday I am getting nervous & scared but yet excited all at the same time praying to god to allow me to come back home to my babies who I love more than anything, so I can have a better life with them, play with them more , etc. Ive lived this dream for almost 1 year to come true , dreamed of being thin or at least a average size person , not hiding under the jeans & shirts in hot summer time to embarrased of wearing shorts. This past summer my boys begged me to go swimming with them and I think I went a total of once. to be able to go sledding with my boys , to be able get myself in shape to get myself healthy so I can set a good example upon my children to grow up to be healthy as my older son is 20-30 pds overweight, to be able to take them out jogging so they can get into shape and maybe join some sports at school. To wear something ""sexy"" for my husband who I really came to understand who loves me so much, he loves me, for me for who I am not the outer shell (well he said he's gonna miss by butt , lol sorry dear but its gotta go) but to hear him say that Im gonna leave him once I loose my weight , oh hell no I wouldn't. I love my husband and I love him more than he knows just because he loves me, for me... So please say a lil prayer for me & my surgeon to please bring me home safely to my boys & my Dear hubby. AS MY SISTER SAYING GOES "" I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME "" My sister had leukemia, and had a bone marrow transplant and now has been cancer free for 72 days, Thank you Jesus......... The people on this board is such encouragement and such strength and I want to thank you all. hugs, May

Good Luck I will be thinking and praying for you May Nova in Maryland surgery date :12/23/04

I, too, undergo surgery on 12/16. I will keep you in my prayers! I can really relate to how you feel; I hope to come through surgery and lose weight to be healthier for my husband and kids. I love to swim, but haven't in ten years!

I had surgery on the 9th and feel great. It will all be fine. I will pray for you.......hugs....