Diane, Thanks for you Angel post. Please try to post once in a while. I am a true believer in angels. I always think of when I look up and see stars. Love you Lorraine

Good to see you back. You were missed. Nona

What a crazy, depressing, mixed up summer it's been! Thank you all for your prayers and e-mails, they have been much needed and appreciated. I am sorry to have worried you all with my absence from here....to tell you the truth life has been hectic to say the least. I know it's not an excuse to not respond or reply or post. My son is doing better than ever in his treatment program. He has been clean and sober since Feb. 6th. This program has offered him many opportunities to better himself. I have my son back and it feels so good. I was diagnosed with hypoglycemia after a bout of depression with close to no intake of food. I am on the mend and on a healthy eating pattern now. My shrink says I've developed an eating disorder (anorexia), wtf do doctors know?! I am fine, I was depressed about the situation with my son and now I'm okay! I am keeping busy with lots of household projects, working my job, and still going to school. I am down to 179lbs. for a total loss of 214lbs!! I feel good, but there are things I am still getting used to with this new body. I can't say this has been very easy for me. I have been overweight all my life and this is such a transformation that I sometimes don't recognize the face in the mirror. I literally said excuse me to myself while shopping at Target, thinking it was another shopper I almost ran into, then realized it was me. Life is not all that bad and I know there are people in a much worse place then me right now, but for me ....well it's just the way it is I guess. Love and peace to you all~ Diane By the way, Thank you for caring so much...it means alot!

Allison, Hi there. I was thinking the other day of Diane. I am hoping she is OK. If you are out there Diane.... Please give us a shout, and let us know you are OK. Allison , I hope you are great also. Lorraine

You are blessed to have a great husband. I think that is the most important thing in the world. My husband doesn't pay much attention to me and he is crabby a lot. I am anxious to hear how things go on Friday. Knowing someone is a great doctor always makes me feel better too. Lucky you know someone who can tell you!