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Topic: RE: Where have I been?
Hey Jesi~
You say you don't do anything good...did you know that your donated money and blood saves lives :smile: you may not see it, but it helps ...alot. You keep donating when you can. I was very fortunate to have been able to help the way I did, it is an experience I will never forget.
School is going very well and I will be graduating this June!!! I am soo happy and proud of myself.
I did get the shakes from not eating before surgery, but nothing like now. My blood sugars dip so low it absolutely freaks me out. I am scared to drive anywhere alone. I have re-active hypoglycemia, which means it does not matter how often I eat, I can and do cra**** really scares me.
I am glad your Holidays went well.
Have a great day!
Topic: RE: World falling apart...
Stephen,
I am deeply saddened by your loss and will pray that April and you find strength in each other to get through this painful experience.
Just to give you insight as to what April might be feeling....
My husband and I lost our fist child too and it was very devastating. I think I took it much worse than him because I had become so attached in such little time. I felt that I did something wrong, that I was somehow not worthy of that baby, that God was punishing me for something. All those self-hating thoughts were going through my head and coming out in ways that were hurtful to myself and others around me. When all I really needed was time to heal and time mourn not just my loss, but my husbands too. At first I felt as though I was the only one going through it because I was the one carrying it, but realized my husband was just as devastated. When I realized this we were able to come together and support each other. This was 20 years ago, and just to let you know, It still hurts. But you and April will get through it.
You have to find a way to get through to her that this is your loss too. She probably does not see it that way...yet.
My prayers are with you Stephen.
Diane
Topic: RE: Lets all Welcome our Angel Back
Hi Nona,
Oh, I've missed you guys so much here.
Thank you for the compliments, although much stamina was required during my stay in LA. I found that what really kept my going was the drive and the vibe of other Red Cross volunteers. Once I got to LA. it was like riding a huge tital wave that just kept picking up energy. We lost a few volunteers, rather fast because they had never been in such a incredibly stressful enviroment. I guess I tend to do my best when under that kind of pressure though. It did take it's toll though. My legs, because of the long days, swelled up and like I said my blood sugars were out of control. I did keep protein bars stuffed in my fanny pack, but it was not enough. I was burning too many calories to keep up the sugars. Anyhow, here at home I have to keep glocuse tablets on me at all times and eat often. This has caused me to remain stuck at my current weight (180-184). I am really not complaining about the weight thing though considering I have lost over 209 lbs. total. I just hate these sugar crashes, they really scare me and it dips as low as 33. I have been seeing a endo doc for it, but she just blames the surgery and tells me to eat more and exercise less.
I hope I figure it out soon before my drivers licsense get taken away.
How have you been?
Diane
Topic: RE: Lets all Welcome our Angel Back
(((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))
I have missed you all here too Lorraine, and thank you so much for the warm welcome. I hope to be able to check in at least once a week. Time goes by so fast. I can't believe we've all celebrated two years allready. How have you been? I really hope all is well.
Have a wonderful day and thanks for the welcome back thread.
Diane
Topic: Angel Wisdom and Inspiration
Angels live not for themselves but in loving service to God. They move in the heavenly reaches in a way we do not, so angels can worshipfully point us toward God.
- Timothy Jones,
"Celebration of Angels"
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Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.
-Martin Luther King, Jr.
Topic: RE: How is everyone?
Hi Jesi,
The weather is so weird anymore. It was in the upper 50's last week and 10 today. BRRRRR!!!!. But who can control the weather?
No weekend plans. I am having some surgery on my wrist for a calcium deposit embedded in a tendon. It hurts like the devil. I will be in a cast for 6 weeks. That will make work fun.
My weight is pretty steady, between 195-200. My TT did well. I'm flat as a pancake, from the navel down. Can't afford to have the arms done, so I have to live with that. Maybe someday.
My worst food demon is chocolate. I can't get away from it. I try and have only sugar free, or Dove Dark, because I can't eat a lot of either without side effects. Other sweets I just don't keep in the house.
Nona
Topic: RE: How is everyone?
Jesi, Hi there sweetie
How are you doing? I am great.
How is the weather in your neck of the woods? Its freezing here in NY. Lots of snow here today and freezing rain. I never thought I would be so colddddddddddd Until I had WLS.
Any good weekend plans? I just came back from babysitting for my neice. I enjoy being with my family.
Anything exciting going on in your life? There is not much going on in my life right now. I just thank God I am healthy and happy and love waking each and every morning.
Is all well with the WLS part of your life, doing good, struglling? I am doing well with my WLS part of my life. I gained a few pounds and had my 2 year check-up. All my bloods are great. I needed to gain a few pounds and knowing I have pretty much stablized after 2 years brings me joy.
I do have to admit I am struggling with the hunger I feel. I know this is a struggle for Life for me. "FOOD DEMONS" I seem to be able to digest meats much better now. I try not to eat too much carbs. That is my downfall. "CRUNCHIES" also. I took them out of my house completely.
Have a great day
Good to hear from you Jesi.
Lorraine
lessame thanb4
on 1/14/06 12:03 am - MYTOWN, ID
on 1/14/06 12:03 am - MYTOWN, ID
Topic: RE: How is everyone?
hey Jesi!!
I was thinking the same thing. We have been reduced to the persistent few here. However I enjoy our tight little group. I live in the wackiest weather are in the world. Yesterday it was 60 and spring like. I opened the windows and did an air change out if you will. Today it is colder then all get out and raining....tommorrow it may snow/mix. Who knows?
I too flux a bit on the weight. If I am out coaching I jump down to the high 100's. Right now I am plus or minus 207. So a ten pound push. Honestly though who cares??? If I can keep it under 215 I am golden. I am wrapped up in a visitation battle with my mother. She is not now nor do I see her ever being a positive influence on my daughter. So we are tangled up in family court. That however is about a 3 day story. Other than that I am now in charge of me! For the first time and I know realize that my self worth is not determined by any one but me. Thanks Dr.Phil....lol.
Now the rest of you chime in ....md
Topic: How is everyone?
We haven't had a roll-call in awhile. How is everyone doing? How is the weather in your neck of the woods? Any good weekend plans? Anything exciting going on in your life? Is all well with the WLS part of your life, doing good, struglling?
I am doing good.....The weather is cold and windy.....but the sun is finally out, so no complaining from me! I just hate dark & gloomy skies! Nothing too exciting going on here.....my parents are coming over for the weekend and we are going to do a little shopping.....then my folks are gonna babysit this evening.....I am going out I don't go out much, so it will be nice! Meeting some friends for a late supper then we will go on from there (we are all so out of the partying loop we have NO CLUE what we are doing ) Nothing to exciting going on in my life.....My kids are all in school, and I am too.....it was a change but I am doing good, and enjoying having something I do alone, just for myself!! WLS part of life : going good.....still go up and down the same 7lbs or so....still wishing it would go down, stay down, maybe go even further down I had my TT back in Aug, had a little revision lipo a week or so ago, and I am finishing off the plastics by having a breast reduction Jan 26th. I am looking forward to that!!! Then (knock on wood) I won't be having anymore surgeries for a very long time I have had more than my fair share in the last 6 years!! I am exercising more, and that is going well too! And thats about it for me I hope everything is going well for everyone else!!! And I hope to read where everyone is at? Take Care, and again I hope all is well! Jesi
Topic: RE: World falling apart...
It has been a couple days since your post......I hope your feeling okay! I agree with the other posters.....April is hurting and probably just needs to be alone for awhile.....The best thing you can do is let her know you are there if/when she needs you! I am sorry for your loss ((((((HUGS))))) Take Care of yourself Jesi