World falling apart...

Hi Diane I am not with April any more she has been so cold to me and we live very close to each other and we say hi but she never cared about my feelings after losing the baby.I tried to talk to her and the last letter I wrote her 3 weeks ago said if you do not answer this letter then i'll know there is no hope for us.I really loved her and every thing we shared and all the fun we had,she has 4 daughters and they still love me abd I always bring them to dinner and buy them things if they need it.I am hurting and she doesn't seem to care,her daughter said that all April does is stay in her bedroom adn sleep and cry,nut why wont she talk to me?I was always kind to her and treated her like a Queen.I will never get over this.Thank you for your kind response Diane and I hope you have a great night......steve