Q.O.D. For Wednesday
Hi there to all my buddies here.
I am hoping everyone is fine. I am doing great. My daughter has moved out and still is so angry, she does not speak to me. She says I am not the same person as I was last year. I explained to her I make look different on the outside,but inside I am the same. She has many issues within herself she needs to work out. She had RNY in 2000 and never got to goal and regained most of her weight back. I think this bothers her alot.
Meanwhile I am enjoying life, dating, beginning to exercise with the nice weather coming and loving life. I soon hope she will begin to come around.
Please keep me in your prayers guys. I every day and say to myself I did my best to raise her.Where did I go wrong? She will soon be 29.
Take care guys. Enjoy life. It is short.
Lorraine
Yup, my mom in law. She goes on and on how she wishes I didn't have it, how silly it was, etc. Even sometimes my Joe says he thinks it was silly. That he loved me the way I was and I didn't need to change. I told both of them I needed this to feel better health wise and to feel better about me. I know I won't ever get down to the size I want, but I wear the same size I did in 12th grade, so I guess I can't complain. I'm hoping that I, too, with the weather improving, will get a few more pounds down, and firm up what I do have. Maybe 10 pounds? I have also had other say what I did was the easy way out. Easy? Show me where it was easy. I struggle with chocolate and pretzles every day. To those folks, I tell them, walk my path then tell me if it was easy. I did it both ways and neither is easy.
Nona