Time for your honest opinion

Hi there to all my friends here. Let me talk about something I hope and know some of you can relate to. Does anyone just try to forget you had WLS and test your ability to eat like before? I will tell you why. I work 3-11 pm. I usually come home and have some water or an "Atkins Advantage drink" Well I had the drink and then I don't know what got into me. My daughter left some Chinese food in the fridge. Fried chicken wings. I began to eat them 3 of them after drinking the protein drink. I think I was testing myself, or just trying to be like before my WLS. Anyhow I began to and my heart was beating so fast. What is wrong with me? Did I not think I would get sick after drinking the protein? Is this behavior normal for any of you guys? Today I am back on track again. I went to the "Vitamin Shoppe" and got some protein bars and more drinks. I have come such a long way. Why am I sabotaging myself? Lorraine RNY 12/15/03.....245lbs AT PRESENT........130 LBS "AT GOAL"

Hi Lorraine, Yup, I often find myself "forgetting about the WLS" and reverting to old habits.. Good news is, we get a quick wake up call when we get sick like you did last night.. Usually gets us back on track pretty quick ... Your story reminded me of when I used to work the 3-11 shift and come home and pig out.. the worst time too, cus we're probably heading to bed in the next hour or so and that binge will just be working it's way to the fat stores.. On my way to Florida for vacation.. see you all in a week or so.. Elaine

Elaine, Hi there and Thanks for answering my post. I am no longer thinking its just me like this. I love this board for this reason and many more. I hope you enjoy your vacation. Oh my Florida.... How wonderful; Again Thank you girl. Lorraine

Hello Lorraine Honest answer here.....yes. I have been pushing it too far and did I pay for it last night. For the last few months my intake has been creeping up and I have been eating things that are not all that good for me. For me it is a battle between not wanting to loose any more weight (so I rationalize my increased consumption) yet I am terrified of gaining an once back. So far I am still loosing a bit here and there, but I know that if I keep pushing it old habits will come back and I will end up where I began. I got a big wake up and now Iam determined to get it together and find a balance, between maintaining and not pushing it. Even with WLS, I will always battle weight issues and have to focus on what goes in my mouth. You are not alone here, Lorraine. I can so relate and that is where our board of such value to us. We need to know that there are others who understand what we are experiencing. Hugs to you, Kimberly

Kimberly,Hi there and thanks for answering me and my post for the day. I know I am not alone. I am happy that we have this warning sign,even though it sometimes means I am glad you understand me and know what I am going through. You guys can relate more so than others. Hugs to you also Kimberly Lorraine

Sure! Sometimes I'll have something I really like and I'll plan on eating this great big delicious meal. Lo and behold though, I can't do it. I end up getting so full way before I eat it all. Luckily for me too or I would never lose another ounce. I want to lose 45 more lbs but it has slowed down to a stand still the past few weeks. I get very nauseated if I over eat which is good cause then I get back on track and behave. Now I can eat almost anything and more of it so I have to watch my calories a lot more than before. Don't beat yourself up - you have done great!!

Oh, yes I do. The other day I ate an entire lean hot pocket! I got a little scared no side effects but sometimes I think we all just dive into our plate that we are no different! However it is so funny when I think I am eating too much I end up loosing. Karie -131 pounds

Does anyone just try to forget you had WLS and test your ability to eat like before? Hi Lorraine The good news is that the surgery is still working for you.I know because I have tried to eat like I once did.I almost puked out my spleen.So i'm sorry you got sick but i'm glad your still not able to eat like we used to....steve c

I don't know if my situation is exactly returning to "old habits". For a couple of months sometimes when I eat I get pain/soreness in my back. (Yes, I still have my gall bladder). This usually happens with an evening meal or with denser protein foods. I talked to the nurse at the surgeon's office she said to try a couple weeks of Prevacid (she thought it might be gastritis) which I have and it doesn't seem to be resolving the issue. The last two nights I have had horrible sickness -- the worst in fact. Night before last I was even scared. I can't afford to be sick.............I can't afford to lose anymore weight....... I'm not "testing the waters" of regular food. Anyone had this happen to them? LuvitsunnyV226/118