Daily Inspiration/Angel Wisdom
When you have only two pennies left in the world, buy a loaf of bread with one, and a lily with the other.
- Chinese Proverb
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Metatron...is often mentioned as the highest-ranking angel in Jewish lore-the prince of all angels, the chancellor of heaven. Metatron is the angel of the covenant, head of the celestial academy, and holds the keys to the light of illumination and the light of discernment. He is the prince of mysteries and controls all the secret treasuries of hidden wisdom.
- David Connolly,
"In Search of Angels
Thanks Allison, things are still about the same here at home. We pass each other by without saying a word. He came home early from work yesterday and then left again without saying a word. Basically we are just going through the motions, ya' know what I mean? It sucks and I hate it, but there is really nothing I can do about it at this point...it's up to him. I've tried talking to him yesterday morning, I asked him "what about my weight loss is effecting you the most?", his reply, "skinny women are repulsive to me" and "you are too skinny". So by that I came to the conclusion that he is now repulsed by me...so that kind *** my day up. I said to him when I walked out the door, "well then I guess I'm wasting my time with you huh?". That's where we're at.
I prayed hard last night for strength, wisdom, and answers to all of this and I'm sure god won't let me down....it's all about patience now. Maybe I should pray for patience too, lol. Not too good at waiting.
Thanks for asking about me,
Diane
Hi Diane, I wanted to reply to your other message but I just couldn't. My heart is breaking for you because things should be going better between you and your husband not worse. Your poem touched me so much because I can hear your sorrow. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I want to tell you to separate from your husband and maybe he would realize the mistake he is making but no one can tell you that except for you. Follow your heart and keep praying. I believe in answered prayers and I know that everything will work out if you leave it in His hands. One way or another... Submit yourselves therefore to God... And He will draw near to you. James 4:7,8
Fondly, Jill