My update!

HELLO ALL; I just need to share what on my heart right now. I not complaining, I am excited about the surgery; I believe that God has been me a second chance to life live the way it's suppose to be. As you know with this surgery, you going to have hater and some who plain faker. The surgery has given me boost my self esteem to top gear, I have low self esteem that I hated myself, I was abusing myself and letting others mistreat me, cause I thought I needed them, and I thought they were my friend. What is a friend "A Friend is one who believes I you before you believe in yourself". This surgery was a life changing decision for me; even though I knew it was a high risk surgery, anything was better than living a life as a heavy people weighing 382 pound and climbing. When I was my heaviest, I felt like I was in this world sometimes by myself. I didn't allow people to get close to me, because I felt that they just wanted to use me. Today, I am happier than I ever was. I love me; I love me; I'm pretty, I'm gorgeous; I am beautiful; I am the DIVA of my house, I love going shopping for ME, I love me. I am voluptuous. I just love life now. Sometime, I feel sad, because people don't seem to be happy for me, I have not changed, just lost some weight. I have notice that people want to be around me now, but I have a wall up to keep people out, I don't know how to let it down. Thanks for listening to me, See you all on the losing side.

You keep that attitude. Sometime, our frame of mind is all that we have to keep going. How much more do you want to loose to reach your personal goal? I would like to loose 20lbs more, but don't thing it's going to happen as I can't seem to get any more off. Nona -104 and holding

I just need to share what on my heart right now Hi TB What a great attitude you now have.I too was in your shoes when I weighed 565lbs I am now 393lbs in less than 7 months and I am so happy with everything I have accomplished.You keep up the good work and just for the record you where always beautiful and the people who just saw a fat person shouldn't be giving the time of day.I was once told that "you will burn a lot of bridges on your way back from hell". I have a hard time with people who looked down on me when I was very big and your true friends will be there for you always.So good luck and keep smiling Beautiful....Steve c