Depressed and Yucky
Hello all,
Been feeling a little depressed the past couple of days. I'm sure I'll snap ut of it soon, prolly by tomorrow. Must be that time of the month causing it. Just doing the "don't feel appreciated" thing right now. I am finding myself to be a bit more emotional now. Must be those releasing hormones. Anyone else more emotional now? Tracy
Hi there Tracy , you are depressed on the same day as me. MY neices husband is now calling me Aunt Sharpei....... I asked why,he laughed .The dog with the wrinkles is called that. I am trying to ignore him just thinking he is jealous.. but honestly I AM HURT. WHY ALL THOSE NEGATIVE COMMENTS.. CANT ANYONE SAY ANYTHING NICE. I FEEL LIKE . SO TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY FOR ME EITHER. WE ARE HUMAN AND NEED SO LETS HUG EACH OTHER TRACY ...........LORRAINE
Haven't really been depressed, but emotional! The most adorable baby was baptized this morning, and I was fighting tears - I don't even know this family!
Oh - and the Hot Flashes are back. I thought I was so done with those (I went through menopause in my early thirties, just a freak of nature.) What's up with that? I refuse to go through the change again!
Smiling anyway,
Deb
Thanks for everyone posting. I think my period starting 5 DAYS EARLY, started it. Also, I have been wearing this swimsuit that is way too big for me...the legs holes are so big they open up and I have to be careful not to show my coochie to everyone! lol I have been looking for a new swimsuit for a month and the only one that I can find that suits my needs and that I like is $92!!!! I can't in good conscience pay that much for a suit that I will not be able to wear the rest of my life, then pass it on to the next generation! So, the suit-search is bumming me out too!
I reupholstered my husbands boat yesterday, I did 8 huge (did I say HUGE?) cushions, sewing with beading, piping and corners and funny curves and all. So, that is why I am feeling un or rather underappreciated now. I worked 11 solid hours on that yesterday, he put them in today. I wanted to do something today after working on HIS project all day yesterday, but we did nothing. I ended up falling asleep on the sofa. OK so much for my wah boo hoo fest! Like I said, tomorrow I'll be over it!
Hugs for you Lorraine! Punch that jerk in the nose next time you see him! Ugly comments come from ugly people! Tell your niece that the new nick name bothers you and to descretely ask her hubby not to call you that anymore! The JERK! You look great!!!!!!
Ecila, I'm so glad that you felt better after our chat. I was sorry that I went to get a drink and you were gone. :o( We will chat again.
Deb, those damn hormones are getting to you. When you reach goal weight and or stop losing, things should smooth out! OK let's just all go have a good cry and be done with it! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I feel better, how 'bout you? Tracy
I am not too depressed over the weight loss stuff right now
more with school
IF I don't pass these classes I won't have my vacation or career change etc...
I won't have the extra time I want for exercise, I will be stuck in a job/career that I don't enjoy.
IF I don't make it thru this semester and pass---we could move earlier to the DC area but then I will be stuck getting another QA testing job and I looked at postings for the DC metro area on computer jobs/monster on Friday and the thought of working in that field depresses me YET I won't motivate myself to study more
I am soooo burnt out it isn't even funny. This semester has been HELL
My 4 yr degree wasn't this hard and I didn't work full time and have a husband or house or dogs to take care of
BUT I sit here wanting to change careers yet can't bring myself to study to ENSURE I pass... I only want to do what the minimum requirements are....same thing with this weight loss. I keep my food calories low but I don't go out of my way to exercise or do more protein/water than required. I do the minimum.
WHY is that?!
As far as bathing suits--- do you have TJMaxx/Marshall's? Filene's Basement? I found a $90 bathing suit a Filene's for my honeymoon that I only paid $30 for!!! Amazing find....
and saw the exact same suits in the department stores Liz Claiborne was one of the big brands
I can't wait to fit into TJ/Marshall's suits again. I miss those 20-30 deals!
I hate paying full price for crappy clothes. NOT much longer!!!!!!!
I can see the LIGHT at the end of the tunnel!