Butterflies for 12-12-03

Well I was told today that 12-12-03 is my day. I didn't think I would have the feelings that I have,or should I say that I am having some concerns. I am hopeing that this is something that will pass. I can't let my family see it. I have 3 grown daughters that DON'T want me to go thru with the surgery and 1 that does. I have been telling them I am doing this for me!!! Is it normal to have the concerns about the surgery? Am I worrying more than I should?

Ruby - I am scheduled for Monday 12/8/03 - I know exactly what you are going thru and it is completly normal --- my husband thinks I am going insane, one minute I am laughing like a lunatic the next I am crying like a baby!! The emotional roller coaster is very confusing but I am trying to focus on being on the losing side! Keep your chin up and don't doubt your decision to make yourself a healthier person for yourself and for those you love! Laurie H

Hi Ruby, I think what you are experiencing is very normal. My surgery date is December 16th and I had a calm come across me, I can't believe. (Laughing) It's almost scary. As long as the calm before the storm isn't a hurricane in my brain. I'll do just fine. I'm so proud of all of us who have gotten to the point we want to do something to help ourselves become healthier individuals. I think you are worrying more than you should. Trust your decision, trust the reason for your decision and keep a positive attitude and know you are in the best hands possible. God Bless you and take a deep breath and relax and let your excitement win over those who love you and want to see you happy and healthy. Keep us posted to your success. SnoJo

Hi Ruby. I share your date of 12/12. I can't offer any advice as I share the same concerns as you do. Just keep a positive attitude, that's all we can really do. Have faith in your surgeon. Look at the before/after pictures, read profiles - all of that is inspiring and calms me down. I'll be praying for - we'll get through this. I have a younger daughter at home, too young to let her know about the surgery. She tells me daily that I am "gorgeous" - I guess in her eyes I am! Take care.