Countdown~40 days 22 hours

I havn't been nervous one bit, but the closer my surgery date comes (December 16, 2003 @ 7:30am) the more anxious I become. Growing up, I've never had the jitters BEFORE something happened, but AFTERwards, I would get sick from nerves. I don't have an angel yet and looking for a volunteer to help me through this! H-E-L-P !!!