Surgery date 12-11-03..............

I have so many emotions going on at the same time. I'm excited, scared, depressed, and very anxious. I wish my family would support me more, but oh well, this is about me not them...

Hi Jutaun - I am also scheduled for December 11th - I am scared to death! I am so scared I am going to die and leave my two babies without a mother and my husband without a wife just because I am being selfish and wanting to feel and look good. I get nervous, depressed (then I eat), I change my mind, I spend hours on the computer researching and if I do too much I start to freak out. My surgeon suggested - STOP READING because I am torturing myself. I will be thinking of you on our surgery day and I hope you keep me posted. Jennifer McArdle - New York