waiting

I have to call next week to set up my physical....and my surgery should be in November..... but I get the feeling its not going to go the way I want it..... Im nervous, and a bit annoyed , that people in my family have got gastric done before me, after i said i was gona do it.... ive been at this for a year now, and still waiting... it just sucks....... Anita if you read this, when my surgery does happen can I stay with you please? If not thats ok, I'll try to make other plans. But my friend Betty-Jean .. she had it done on july 31 ..well shes doing awesome... down 50lbs.. saw her yesterday she was in a jean skort..and black shirt.. looked great.