Thanks for reading that long entry! you are a trooper Cece I agree this borad is VERY needed these days how exciting that your surgery will be here soon ... don't focus on being out of commission - focus on the end results !!!! hang in there Cece thanks for all of your support hugs, Britt

Britt, No need to feel disappointed in yourself, we are all doing it at this stage. Be grateful you care enough to recognize it and know you need to make a change. I have been eating horrible since prior to the holiday's and can't seem to stop. I have been as low as 116 and am currently hovering at 122 (So that is 6 lbs for me). It has been as high as 124 but just for a few days. Even worse than the weight gain, I just can't seem to let go of the carbs and they make me feel terrible. I get so sleepy and sluggish after I eat them. It is really making a difference in my life but I can't seem to make myself stop. They feel so good going down.....In addition, I feel so bloated....I havent been working out nor taking all of my vitamins.... I don't know what in the heck is wrong with me. Here go my stat's for the week: Starting weight 273 Last week = 120 This week = 122 Loss this week = gained 2 Total loss = 151 Current BMI = 19.7 Hugs to all and hopes for a better week/month/year/life, Christy

I know what you are going through Britt, I was there 10 weeks ago. I went up to 197 from 189 in a week, got it down to 190 and stuck there for 8 weeks. I finally got back on track and it started going down last week. You will get back there. Starting weight 349 Last week = 186 This week =184 Loss this week =2 Total loss = 165 Phyllis

I did have very good reasons for making the change and these people's actions after the fact shows their true nature. We are just their clients. Customers come and customers go--it's not meant to be a permanent relationship. Maybe next time they will work harder at maintaining that relationship! I didn't know you used to have to testify for your job. That's the worst part of my job! I hate it! But, I am getting pretty good at it. It's not something I ever wanted to become skillful at!

Good to hear from you, Kenya! Wish you would post more often! CeCe