Hi,

I need some major support.  I was banded in 11/2006.  I have not lost much.  I have had several problems with needing to have a revison done in Febuary 2008.  I got sick shorty there after with bronchitis.  I have major problems with having to much sinu's causing a plug.  I dont want to have my band tightend because due to sinus overload if I try to eat anything its like eating nails.  I am now having heartburn and I am not sure if its due to the antibotic I am currently taking which is cipro.

I was so full of hope and I feel like I have fallen down and no matter what I cant seem to get back on track.  I wonder did I make a big mistake.  Anyone out there please pray for me.

Alma

Okay... first, I can't believe how totally anxious I was about going. I mean seriously, my heart was in my chest.

I weighed in at exactly the same weight I did last February. Uh, that's 10 months, a triathlon, the MS150 and Livestrong Challenge, ago.

We talked. He validated my frustration, for what that's worth (that's a lot to me right now). He knows I'm frustrated -- and to that end, I think he is too. We both want to get to the bottom of things; he wants me to achieve my more than reasonable goals.

He sent me for a ****load of bloodwork. Even the Phlubotomist blinked twice at the 3 pages of reqs. He said it would probably take up to 2 weeks to get anything back, but he said we should know something by Christmas but here's what we're looking at:

1) Thyroid Issues (never dectected before in the past, but possibly asymptomatic)

2) Insuilin Resistance - A state in which your cells are not responding to insulin appropriately, so the sugar in your blood cannot get into your cells. To compensate, your pancreas pumps out more insulin to try to get the sugar out of your blood and into your cells. The hyperinsulinimia (high blood insulin) that results is able to maintain normal blood sugar levels and delay the onset of diabetes. 

3) Testosterone Levels

4) A Fistula - more common in post-ops who smoke or are prone to ulcers, but a possibility still.  But, essentially it could be that a suture line opened up and created a path to my old stomach.  Often it can go undetected and is found because weight loss pre-maturely ceased, or significant weight-gain has occurred.  I soooo hope it's not this. :( 

At least we have a plan.

Thanks so much Donna......  I am really having a rough time of it too....  I wanted a drink so bad yesterday... But instead I ate.... I just keep trading one addiction for another....uuuugggghhhhh...... At least, even with all the eating I have been doing the past 6 weeks or more, my weight has held steady.... now if I can just eat one less snack a day, I may start to lose again....  I just feel like such a failure at everything I do lately..... Well, anyway..... thanks again... I appreciate your encouragement and support....

 

HUGs,

 

and again ... you continue to AMAZE :)

*hugs* to you too!

I'm glad to see you post and very happy to see you taking care of you!  It's so important!!

Congrats on being C&S over 6 weeks now!  You'll battle it and win... If you can be a Mom to 6 kids, you'll beat this too.

Donna :)