I'm right around the corner!!!!
Less than a month to go now. I'm scheduled for Novenber 13th! So, excited, but yet so scared. Everyday brings tears to my eyes of anticipation, joy, can't believe it's going to happen and so much more. I'm not only thinking of myself; but thinking of how much I love my family and friends. I thank everyone for so much support and in knowing there is a reason to lead a happy and healthy life! I wake up each day thanking god for a new day he has given me and I haven't even had the surgery yet. I can't explain the emotions that run through me each day; it's a feeling I have never experienced before. Thank you and I love you all very much!
I have no letter; but if I do get one; that sounds like a great idea! The days are moving so quickly now. Like my one friend Jim, told me; "Bren...it's going to change your whole life." Just that one small statement says alot! Again, it's very difficult to describe; but I'm loving it already! Again, I thank all who have helped me......Mom,Dad,Casey,Joe,Barb,Patti,Linda,Jim,Kelly,Moni and so many more of you out there; this website has been a terriffic god-send and a wonderful tool; the first tool to my next tool in loosing this battle to win for life!
IT'S SCAREY BUT EXCITING AT THE SAME TIME! I have been saying that, what I am feeling is undescribable; but I will say this; I have never given birth, I am of the age to understand one's feelings of emotions to what it's like to bring a new child into the world. When one tells me what they go through; not speaking of the pain; but the joy and happiness; the tears of WOW.... that burst from you....I will use that example for now to what I am feeling. I feel as if I am giving birth to my own new life! Yes....that is what I am feeling!!!! I finally have figured it out and it brings tears to my eyes. I thank you all; You all have been a part of my life; heck....you have been my shrink...LOL!!!!!
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