Three days to my new life
i don't feel nervous either. yet. i have a feeling that while i am waiting to be wheeled in, it will hit me. i have never had any kind of surgery so this is a big first for me. right now i just feel anxious to get to the day. but i do know i am excited that it is happening. and can't wait to be on the other side, at home again and healed.
good luck to all
kelly
Now it's only 2 days! I also am 11/2/04. I only started researching, planning and hoping for this surgery after my PCP mentioned it to me June 22 (a little over 4 months ago) so it's been quite a swift and exciting ride so far. I've been thinking about words / messages I could write to my family, but am hesitant to do that, because I don't really feel that it will be necessary. God wouldn't have led me so easily to this point of having the surgery, if I weren't going to survive it.
While getting out fall / winter clothes, I was thinking about giving away all the summer stuff, because I won't need it ever again. Then I experienced a niggling fear, the what if -- it doesn't work, and I don't get smaller, and I will still need those huge clothes next summer, now after I've told everyone that I'm having the surgery -- another weight loss failure. That is my biggest fear.
Thanks for listening,
Susan
I experienced the exact same thing. I started the process in July, was approved in August and could have had surgery in late October. I have really prayed about it also and I have faith that all will be okay. On the other hand, I would have not to leave something in writing for my children since they are so very young (3, 5, 7). Shoot, now I am getting misty. (Good old PMS combined with pre-op jitters!)
I am not going to begn to worry because I have prayed and I know God answers prayers.
Carol
lap RNY 11-5-04
Susan you have got to think good thoughts. You didn't come this far to fail. You are going to be a thinner you and will never need those big clothes again. I have packed my summer stuff away. I will give them away next year and I will give away my Fall and Winter stuff as soon as I can figure out who to give them too. I know a few ladys that would benefit from them. Remember to think positive. Look at the before and after pictures of previous losers. They are very encouraging.
God bless you.