Met with surgeon am feeling a little Scared

Hi everyone, I hope you all are doing well whereveryou happen to be in this process. I met with my surgeon dr. o'roake this week for the 1st time before surgery. He had some pretty scary things to tell me, and now I find myself worring much more and really feeling scared some of the time. He told me to loose 15lbs before surgery so Ive been on a severe diet since my surgery date is nov. 2. I really LOVE all the replies I got; You all have been more supporting and loving and caring then I ever imanaged and I want you to know how much I appreciated it. Hungry but its getting better, Keep up the good stuff . Mary