5 days to go!

I am getting sooo close! I never thought I would be so excited to get a major operation! It is kinda funny how I CAN NOT WAIT TO BE IN PAIN. BUT I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THE PAIN OF HAVING THIS SURGERY IS SOO MUCH LESS THEAN THE LIFETIME OF PAIN I HAVE DELT WITH! DO YOU ALL AGREE? I am going into this with a possative attatude and I I know it will work for me! I cam amazed how time is flying now!

I myself have 5 days to go I'm full of emotions! I never thought it would be a day I'd enjoy loosing but now I cant wait to loose I have a lot of support but have a very close friend tell me she wouldn't come to the hospital because she doesn't support what I'm doing! It gets me down a bit and I here from all of you and now I have huge support systems..So Thanks to all of my ANGELS