Got *The Date* ... and anxious!! (Oct 20)
I've been trying for the past year to get this ... had some minor health issues to clear up first .. had to do 6 months of medical surpervision, etc.
So I was really surprised when the doc's office called just a few days ago and said POOF, it's all set, here's your date.
I change my mind from one minute to the next, BUT in the end, I know I'll be there with all the positive energy I can muster.
I just wish that it all wasn't so scary (had a very bad hospital experience in 2004, neglected & abused).
*edited to fix typo*
So I was really surprised when the doc's office called just a few days ago and said POOF, it's all set, here's your date.
I change my mind from one minute to the next, BUT in the end, I know I'll be there with all the positive energy I can muster.
I just wish that it all wasn't so scary (had a very bad hospital experience in 2004, neglected & abused).
*edited to fix typo*
Congratulations! That is my date as well. I just had my preop physical, upper GI, EKG, CXR, labs and anesthesia workup today. While talking to my surgeon, he said he would be concerned if I wasn't scared. I think this is a normal response for us, we want it, we don't , we do, we're not sure. I, like you, will be ready and anxious to begin the next chapter. Keep in touch. It will be fun to watch our progress.
Pat
Pat
**HUGS!**
Thanks for all the kindness ! I did end up a little teary-eyed last night with worry, but it passed quickly.
I think part of it was months and months of nothing, then BOOM, everything happens at once. It's a little hard to suddenly shift mental gears like that.
Fasting starts tomorrow, so we went out for a "Last Supper" tonight ... sushi paradise!!
Still feeling hesitant, but getting sooooo much positive feedback from folks, it's starting to look better.
:)
Thanks for all the kindness ! I did end up a little teary-eyed last night with worry, but it passed quickly.
I think part of it was months and months of nothing, then BOOM, everything happens at once. It's a little hard to suddenly shift mental gears like that.
Fasting starts tomorrow, so we went out for a "Last Supper" tonight ... sushi paradise!!
Still feeling hesitant, but getting sooooo much positive feedback from folks, it's starting to look better.
:)