anyone else getting nervous?
My surgery is scheduled for Oct 1st. I am not sure if I can really go through with this. Yes, I want to be thin, and want to be healthy...I think, what the Hell am I doing...allowing them to cut my stomach virtually off...I must be F*ing nuts! I am a nurse and told thr Dr that nurses made the worst patients...he corrected me and stated, "No, Doctors make the worst patients, but nurses come in a close second!"
I have thought of cancelling this surgery, but with all that I have tried, I have never been very sucessful at losing weight, or keeping it off....even when I follow the diet to a "T"
I think it is my metobolism!
I am really trying to find something to focus on, a reason for doing this (and it can't be anyone else...long story)
Any suggestions would be great!
Good luck to all the September losers!!!!
~DaisyN132
I have thought of cancelling this surgery, but with all that I have tried, I have never been very sucessful at losing weight, or keeping it off....even when I follow the diet to a "T"
I think it is my metobolism!
I am really trying to find something to focus on, a reason for doing this (and it can't be anyone else...long story)
Any suggestions would be great!
Good luck to all the September losers!!!!
~DaisyN132
Nervous yes .. but more then that .. My date is October 8th ... I feel like a head case at this point .. i am consumed with lists and cant sleep at night cause i cant shut my head off ...
I know that its more then just the surgury cause I have other things going on as well (my father is in the hospital currantly was in ICU for several days) but still feel like I am nuts ..
I have started trying to get all my vitamins and things i will need trying to be as organized as i can be with the currant cir****tances but then its like GRRR i feel alone ... i know i know head case .. sorry its also 2am here .. sorry for the rant ..
I know that its more then just the surgury cause I have other things going on as well (my father is in the hospital currantly was in ICU for several days) but still feel like I am nuts ..
I have started trying to get all my vitamins and things i will need trying to be as organized as i can be with the currant cir****tances but then its like GRRR i feel alone ... i know i know head case .. sorry its also 2am here .. sorry for the rant ..