Surgery Tuesday!
Well, after 50 years of dieting I am having a RNY on Tuesday at 8:00 a.m. I am finally calmer than I have been over the last week. I have been so emotional about this surgery. Most of the posts I have read state how excited they are. I wish I was excited. I have cried a river this last week. I don't really know why. I was kind of angry that I have to resort to such an invasive procedure to lose weight. But now that it's finally here, I am resolved that I will be OK and I can get on with the rest of my life. I am 61 years old and went on my first doctor supervised diet at 12. I won't look back anymore. Please say a prayer for me.