Nightmare!!!
So, last night, I dreamt I was quite thin and came across a bag of Cadbury miniatures. I decided to try one...then tried a different kind...and then, I just kept eating and I realized I wasn't dumping and I couldn't stop eating these chocolates!!! I was eating and terrified and OMG! It was such an awful, scary dream!!
I just had to tell someone who wouldn't think it was funny...
Lisa
YIKES *HUGS*
It is kind of funny *grin* (insert the mental image of a bag of Cadbury Miniatures stomping across your room with a ghostly voice saying "EAAAAAAAAAAAAAT MEEEEEEEEE") but I so feel you.
I thought "uh oh" when I found out that I don't dump on a bite or two of real sugar candy (I actually have a HUGE problem with SF it just kills me even the smallest bite of it) but really it wasn't all bad and I have yet to indulge on a whole bag lol. I would probably be sick on more then a couple though so I usually stick to 1 or 2 out of pure fear.
*Big huggles*
Felicia =0)
I agree with Felicia....it is kind of funny.....but I so understand what you are saying!! I can usually eat a piece or two....and usually I end up thinking that it didn't taste as good as I thought it would.....but every now and then it tastes pretty damn good.....but I haven't gotten to the point where I "over do" it!
Hugs,
Holly
Hey Lisa!!
Well, while I haven't actually DREAMED that, it is one of my biggest fears as I don't dump on sugar. At least, I haven't dumped on the small amounts I've allowed myself to eat. I'm always watching the scale and am afraid that one of these days I'm going to over do.
Hope you are wide awake now and not worrying about it anymore.
Although, I do have to say, Felicia's depiction of the candy marching across your room did make me smile.
BTW, LOVE the pic!!!
Hugs,
Susan
Yikes Lisa. That was quite a dream! Considering that my surgery has no dumping associated with it, I have also had to come face-to-face with the demon carbohydrate. I can relate to your dream. The season doesn't help - All the aisles in the grocery store are STACKED with candies that I used to love.
Odd, but the candy bags in all the shops aren't getting to me so far. But I work for a British company and there are staff who frequently travel across the pond and ALWAYS bring back those bags of Cadbury chocs! I lived in Ireland for a few years and always ate those...and a week or so ago, passing by one of those bags, I could recall the taste Vividly!
Lisa
Lisa,
I've had similar dreams (not with chocolate) but where I've totally lost self control, and you're right...while the scenario may seem rediculous when you are awake, at the moment, in your sleep it is parylizingly terrifying.
I think we all are a little scared, deep down, that the demons of our past will come back to haunt us. We have a tool, a weapon of sorts...to use to fight bac****ep up the battle...we WILL WIN!