I am disgusted

Thank you Lisa for your words of encouragement. I'm trying to stay positive because I know with time I'll feel better. Allison

I am so sorry you are feeling badly. Just an idea for you to consider. What you described soulds similar to somethign I went through a few years back. It ended up with sciatica fforcing me to be in bad all the time. The doctors then stopped the pain medications because I might get addicted. Was I pissed!!! I didn't know how I was going to function with all of the pain I was in - not to mention just being able to care for myself. I sought the help of an accupuncturinst. I swear to you I hobbled in there and I walked out. I was lucky and found a woman who had trained in China. She was a sweetheart and very gentle. I saw her a few more times after that. Anyway- a treatment to consider so maybe you can regain control of your life!! Hope you fell better very soon.

It's funny that you had mentioned accupuncture because a co-worker today had suggested that to me today. I have to research who does it in my area and make an appointment. At this point, I'll try anything. I'd sooner give birth to an elephant than deal with this! LOL Thanks for the idea! Allison