WOW!!!!

I have been missing in action for awhile so trying to get on here and see how everyone is doing. Seems like we have some New Century Members..how great. I will hopefully be there in a month...just have 12 lbs to loose and it seems I have stood still right now. I am sick again with sinus infection and bronchitis..we are still puddling through and trying to get this marriage to work. I don't see it to much hurt. I finally admitted that I have changed on the inside...I have...I see life totally different! I want to live, I don't want to settle!! I want someone that thinks that I am the stars the moon everything whether I am 266 lbs or 140 lbs. I want them to think I am sexy and beautiful also!! I don't want less no more!!! I have also had to reevaluate my friendships...some jealous people around!! It hurts but I will survive!! I don't blame it on the weight loss I blame the old me for settling for less then I deserved all these years. I blame it on the weight gain!! Life is way too short!! Grab the bull my the horns and hold on!!! I applaud the ladies and gentlemen that make their marriage work...my hats goes off to you but I do know that you were never made to feel like you were never loved or cherish and they thought you were the bomb!! That is something that I have missed out all my life...hard to believe!! So if anyone needs to talk...please lets talk because I sure could use some support myself!!! Hugs,

Hey Angela, Been missing your beautiful face! Glad to see you posting. I'm with you on the weight loss stall. I'm 9 pounds away from the Century Club myself and stuck again. Oh well, the inches seem to be moving again, so no worries. I'm so sorry things aren't working out with your marriage. I really hoped they would. But, as you said, you need someone who thinks you are perfect and loves you completely- no matter what. No settling in relationships allowed. Take care of yourself sweetie. Susan

Hey angela, great to see you back posting. We've missed you. I'm sorry to see you're still having a rough time w/ your marriage and applaud you for sticking in and giving it a try. It's unfrotunate that you're friends are showing jealousy over you when they should be celebrating your success. If they can't see that although the package has changed but the contents remain the same then they couldn't be much of a friend any way. Yes it does hurt but as you said you will survive and be stronger for it. Keep the faith and keep up the great work, we're here for you any time,day and night. Donna, sfy

Hi Angela! Glad to see your pretty face on the board again! You were definitely missed! I'm sorry to hear things aren't working for your marriage, but you have to look out for yourself....take care and know that you can come to us anytime to talk! Hugs, Holly