Darn It(s)! & WOW (s)...
Hey there Felicia;
I know jus thow you feel. I know that our scale numbers are not the same but we all play the head games with our selves. I hid from everything for so long and now I feel like it is OK to "show" myself to the world. With that said I still have to encourage myself to get out there.
I also understand how you felt when you could play with Joshua. I had the exact same experience. I had tears in my eyes reading your post.
We may have not all started with the same number on the scale but I am sure that we all share some of the same demons.
Tara