Girl you have my or prayers with ya ok...........i no you must be so scared. You take care of yourself and get all those test ok, i no what ya mean about bad health but this only has made me stronger...............take care hun and let us no asap!!!!! vickie

Hello everyone~ I wish I had some good news to share but I don't. I have to go to the OB-GYN doctor tomorrow to have a lump checked out in my breast. I have procrastinated going for a few months now out of fear. I am really scared. I'm just really worried something is wrong or will become wrong and I don't want to lose my health again. I've worked so hard to become a healthier person and I sooo don't want or need anymore bad news concerning my health. I really don't want to be poked with needles again or go under the knife, which may be a possibility and so is being smashed in a machine. I was going to go alone tomorrow but my husband is going with me, so I will have some support there. Please keep me in your prayers Thanks! Bridgett

Oh Moma, I am so happy that you are home! I know what you mean about feeling fat. I am the same way and I way a lot more than you do! I am 141 lbs. and I feel like I am such a hog. I am on medication for anorexia and bad self image. I had to up my cal. intake to 1500 a day, which I can't even stand that. But enough about me, I am so glad you are fixed and on your way back to your happy self! We missed you! ((HUGS)) Erin

Vickie, Welcome home! I'm happy that your surgery went well and that you are on the mend. I hope your recovery goes smoothly and quickly. Keep working on those issues about still feeling fat; it can take our minds a long time to catch up with our bodies. And what our mind sees when we look in the mirror isn't always an accurate reflection of what we really look like. So keep working on it - you'll get there! Continuing to keep you in my thoughts and prayers - Kellie

Congrats to you on reaching your goal. What a major accomplishment. You should be proud of yourself. Continued success. Lisa J. in Mass