the tables are turning.....

okay-- when i was in a size 26w i use to go and buy clothes and not be to ashamed to wear them because i had realized that i was a big size and there was nothing that i could do to fix the problem, but now that i am losing and getting into smaller sizes, i notice that i am sooo much more critical of what i wear infront of people. It is just weird--like for instance, i will not wear tight shirts until i get my TT and breast lift next October and it is driving me insane because i feel that i am falling in the trap of most girls who are normal and are just NEVER satisfied with their bodies.....am i the only one like this??? finda nessy

I started out wearing the same size as you and now I lost 80 lbs and am wearing a size 18w for sure but can fit some 16w( if I suck in enough.) I am a shopaholic. I can't stop buying clothes. How much have you lost now and what size do you wear? I'm such a slow loser. I buy mostly skirts and jeans. T shirts too. I have a problem showing my arms. Exercise is not slimming them down at all. So next October I will be trying to get a TT, arms, thighs and a butt lift. My little breasts are just fine. Oh. My butt lift will consist of them putting my own fat and tissue in. I am a nurse so I know that my own tissue will fuse better than anything else. None of the fake stuff.