Celia (CL) is Baaaackk...!!!!!

Hello all...!! I haven't posted in a while for many reasons, the most important one is I am going through a little depression, nothing major, just feeling like I haven't lost a lot of weight, I feel like I'm cheating too often, not taking vitamins or protein as I should , I haven't exercised in one week. I feel I don't really deserve to be posting if I'm not going to be a good influence on everyone. I'm also feeling like I'm losing a lot of hair and I feel really bad about it. Also a "friend" told me a really bad comment that has been haunting me ever since and I feel terrible about it. I'll post another post about that terrible night, that has me feeling very self-conscious and very ugly. I also am in the process of moving to a bigger place, and getting back together with Mundo (my guy) but still a little worried all will be ok. I also have been feeling very weak and my doctor hasn't taken my blood work, I got an appointment with my PCP and he will take my blood work. I will try to go back and read all the past posts and catch up. Love you guys!! Celia

Celia! I was just thinking about you the other day. I know exactly where you're coming from about the depression. Believe me when I say you're not alone. Just the other day I started crying to my husband that for the first time since this all started that I really thought that I could fail. Not a happy thought. But then I told myself that I won't, at least I hope not. It comes off when it wants to and I am by far one of the slowest losers here but at least it's coming off little by little. Don't feel like you shouldn't post, you should post anytime you feel like you need support. You have a lot of friends here. I don't know what your "friend" told you, but since we're all going through essentially the same thing here, don't dwell on the negativity of others. Never think you are ugly, many people have told you how pretty you are. Get back on track with your vitamins and protein and take care of yourself for you and Mundo. Good luck with your appointment, and don't worry about your hair it will stop falling out if you keep up your protein. By the way, I sent you an email about a week ago, did you receive it? We're taking a trip to Rosarito in March, would be great if we can stop by and say hello on our way there. We love you too!! Angela

Keep your head up! I know what you're going through. I haven't lost much this month either and I screw up my diet as well. It will be ok. Take care of yourself. I'm hear if you need to talk. Keke

I know how you feel girlfriend, I get depressed like every other day. BUT we are all going through very similar things, so share with us and we'll help!! HUGS, Violeta We missed you!!

welcome back cl........i had my surgery on the sameday you did also....i feel like that alot........my doc that since i was a a LIGHT WEIGHT that i would lose slower.......iv'e lost 60lbs.........i have been tryin to do better about workin out but somedays i'm at a lost .....i feel like i try so hard and i think in my mind that i'm still the fat girl of the family......cl you come here anytime you feel down.....i might not have an answer at the time but i will listen...........also my doc said bloodwork at 6mo out...but if you feel bad you go get it done.............vickie r.

Welcome back Celia!!! I am so happy you posted. I am sorry to hear about everythig, but no need to be down on yourself, we are all going through the same thing. I to feel like I eat to much, I never go to a gym even though I pay a membership every months. I am losing so much hair I could make a King Size Quilt outta it. So please, don't be down on yourself. We are going through this together and we are here for you and eachother. We LOVE YOU CELIA!! Erin

Celia, Like everyone has said we are all going through the same thing. I to have gotten slack on working out also I have been cheating very badley but I look at it like I may eay a cookie or 2 but not like I used to sit down and eat half a box. Unfortunatly it seems I have a much eisier time getting down the not so good stuff than the stuff I should eat. I lost 66.5 pound since surgery and I don't want to go on the whole diet trip again I just am trying to make better food choices and if i wan't a goodie have one just don't over do it. Don't ever worry about negative things others say you are at the point you will see jelousy comeing out in others. You do need to work on doing better with your vitamins though that is a big one the rest to me is no biggie. As far as the hair loss goes i'm right their with you I could make my daughter a fur coat with what i'm losing, I just say oh well and go on I just am hoping I don't clog the drains lol. Never stop posting we are all here for you and I garentee there will be alot of us dealing with the same things. Huggs, Marcey 255/189.5/150

It is so great to see your smiling face, we have really missed you... I totally under about being down I have been that way all month. I have not lost that much this month and I hate that. And my hair has started to come out... Good luck with the move and getting back together with Mundo.... Take care and I hope you feel bettter very soon..... Misty

Celia darling.... We are all here for the good the bad and the ugly. U dont have to only post to be inspirational. Let us be your strength, when you have none to give. Us and a little prayer will go a long way.

You had us worried...I posted a where is CL a while back. please check the older posts...the weight will start slowing down, as you are close to goal..I have been on a stall from hell for the last few weeks...and feel I am eating way to much...good stuff...but more then I would think...we are here for you in the good, bad and the ugly... You had me very worried twinnie...I was e-mailing Dae and asking her about you...she had been in the hospital with a slight problem...and I have been posing where are you? thank you for posting that you are back...don't worry twinnie...tomorrow is another day...Love Dennis/Toni