my nightmare trip from hell

Hey everyone, My first 2 days in Orlando were great, then all of a sudden I get a fever of 104.6 and have to go to urgent care. I have a nasty case of strep. Then it's freezing cold the whole time. Then to make all my previous problems seem tiny and insignificant, I get a phone call at 5:30 am (yesterday) telling me my father, who was getting better according to ALL the doctors, has suddenly passed away. I'm completely destroyed. No matter what we said the airline wouldn't switch our tickets to come back. So I was the most miserable person in the happiest place on earth, followed closely by my husband. We decided not to tell Alex until today, but he doesn't really understand yet. Funerals friday. We're back in Chicago now. We have to pick out plots in the morning. Not doing good with food. I throw up everything healthy I try to eat. The bad stuff seems to stay down okay. At this point I don't even care. I just want my Dad back. I didn't get to say goodbye. I don't want to say goodbye. He was only 67. My mom and him were married for 42 years. She's a wreck. She won't sleep. They said he would be fine.... I can't write now. Just wanted you all to know. Sheryl 292/225/160

Oh sweetie, I am SO sorry. My heart is breaking for you. I lost my Dad 10 years ago and I understand what you are feeling right now. Not a day goes by that I don't miss him. But he is my inspiration to lead a healthier life. If you need to talk, please know that we are here for you. Nothing I say can make it better, but just know that you have people who care. Hugs, Vi

Our prayers will be with you and your family. Please keep in touch as you are able. Deb

I am so sorry to hear about your Dad. We will keep your family in our hearts and prayers. We are here to listen if you need to vent. Bless you and your family in this time of sadness. Misty

My thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless.

Oh Sheryl! I am so sorry to hear about your dad... and that you were stuck away from your family at this time. How very sad, and how angry you must be to have believed that he would be fine as they had told you! I can't imagine how you are coping, my father is as important to me as it sounds like yours is to you! I would be a wreck too. I truly think that the throwing up has to do with stress and nothing else, I have finally come to that conclusion in myself- no matter how healthy I eat- I puke... But those McDonald's apples pies seem to go down with no problem at all! Why is that? I know things are difficult for you and your family, but I hope you remember that we are all thinking of you. Lots of love to you all, Ann

Sheryl- That is just terrible! I'm sure you all had your hopes up when the doctors told you your dad was doing better, and I can't imagine having to go through that. Please know that our prayers are with you and your family as you deal with this heartbreaking blow. God bless, and let us know if you need anything. Jessica

Our hearts just ache for you & your family, ms sheryl. I wish we could find words to relieve your grief, but there aren't any. Know that we keep you & your family in our prayers & wait for the day when life becomes a bit easier for you to handle. May your memories comfort you & peace cover you in your time of need. Love & prayers ... Dawn & nick

I am so so sorry for you and your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Karen

Awww, Sheryl, I hurt for you. There's nothing I can say to make it better, except that your raw pain will heal with time. Try not to make yourself sicker, although I know it is difficult to focus on yourself at a time like this. I just want you to know that I'm thinking about you and your family. My condolences for your loss. Cheryl