Hating this surgery and Holidays.

GOD HELP ME. This has been torture. I want my tummy back. I wanna be able to have a little bit of everything and I CANT hardly have a thing. Hell I take 2 bites and I am full I hate food now. I dont want to eat or care to eat. Having to eat just makes me mad and frustrated. UGG It could be partly that I havent had my anti-depressants, BUT STILL Jezzzz I see everyone in my family GORGING (sp) themselves (TINY PPL) eating 10 times as much as I am I just take my plate and throw it away walk outside and drink FREAKIN WATER. I cant find a thing other than water that I like all the artificial sweetners are freaking NASTY. Nothing tastes the same. Sometimes I wish TO GOD I had never done this I have lost a thing in 2 weeks. I am really wondering if this was worth it. Sorry for the rant everyone just needing some comfort, and support, Me and my fiance broke off our 5 year engagement WELL I kicked him out. So I am under a bit of stresss. Thanks everyone.

Hello... I know exactly how you feel, we have all gone through this. We start thinking if it really was a good idea.... I think your breakup isn't helping you much either. Remember you can count on us. Time heals everything. I'm sure you'll feel much better once the weight starts to come off... All I can do is send you a BIG hug and promise you things should get better. Celia

Thanks a bunch! I just hate having to eat. EVERY time here lately I throw everything up. REgardless of what it is. I am at my ropes end. THanks for the support.

One day at a time.... (((((((((huuuuugs)))))))))) ~Nonna

(((((((((((((HUGSSSS)))))))))) thanks~!

Things will get better and that's why we're all here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep your head up and we'll get through this together! Keke

THanks I really need all the support you wonderful people have given me.!

Well... you are perhaps expressing feelings that MANY share initially... and (I am sure I will share after surgery)... Just think that in 9 months you would lose close to a 100 lbs... and the sacrifice you made to give up the pleasures of food will be rewarded by MANY new pleasures that probably have been latent and burried within the folds of years of obesity... Congratulations on getting rid of your boyfriend... JUST make sure he does not see you for a whole year... and then see the look in his eyes when he sees you a year later... Now... wasn't that all worth it? Keep the faith... and ramble all you want... Just stick to your post op diet religiously... Neil www.gastricbypasstips.com

WOW Neil, that is an awesome website that you made! Thanks for sharing it! Vi

Violet...I went to see your site and I saw the new pics..! you look lovely!!!