Hi there Im back surgery on the 22nd

Hi guys just wanted to say im back home doing all right lost 19lbs soo far..movign arounf alright sleeping on my side with pillows and stuff of course and well thinging that mashed potatoes would be heaven even if its just one teaspoon. The barlette pairs and chicken soup broth and applesause are getting old real fast. BUT hey we all new that. When i woke up it was like WHAT THE **** DID I DO TO MYSELF afterwards it was alot better just the revocery room was rough:P~ anyways gotta get going kidest regards deborah gale

I am sorry to see your comment. I had just posted a prayer for youe friend then saw your profanity. I am disappointed but I guess that is part of not knowing who is posting. Our moderators would have removed the F word before anyone saw it. Cyn

Im sorry that offended you but my intent was to say what i thought. If people really really want to know what i thought exactly it wasnt oh my gosh what have i done or oh my word im in pain it was exactly that thought that went through my mind. I dont want to sugar coat anything and i want o be 100 % truthfull. I am not perfect will never be perfect I am me I am in a work in process take me for who I am or if you must feel like shunning me then by all means do as i was once told if you have nothing nice to say about someone then say nothing at all and delete or dont read my postings. I would have thought being obese yourself and suffering the harsh words would have curbed your tongue and givin you more of a chance to think (hey should I really attack or say anyting is it really neccessary to hurt someone is it really that important to make someone else feel smaller) I see that you are christian I am a baby christian *****cently started back to church after years of turning away because in my heart after many years of let down and troils I figured i was done with it. Being a baby christian I have come to learn a few things. We must love all people and help all people even our enemies and those who fall. Judgement is for the Lord not us. We are asked to forgive. I can not say that I am a great christian BUT i can say I NEVER EVER make anyone feel small, belittled or scald them like a child. I accept people for who they are I do not judge them i do not ask them to change I embace who they are.

i hope your doing ok im having a hard time i had my surgery 28th 2004 and ive lost 80 lbs but i need to lose 40 more and ive done nothing but want to eat at night please help me