Only real fear..
Hi Robin,
I'm in the same boat as you, my surgery is Oct 18th and my biggest fear is waking up with that horrible thing in me. I think i'm so scared because my Mom had to have one for an extended time while she was sick. It was so intimidating. I know it is a small price to pay for the big prize, and won't it be even better if we don't have it in when we wake up! Take care and I will keep you in my thoughts & prayers on the 18th!
Elaine
My anesthesiologist has told me that I WILL indeed be waking up with the tube down my throat (along with an NG tube, 2 drains, and a catheter).
Since I have hypertension and a touch of sleep apnea, they need to make sure I am breathing on my own before they take it out, to be on the safe side.
If you do wake up with one -- They made sure to remind me not to freak out and try to rip it out on my own, or panic.. Just realize you're ok, breathe on your own normally, relax, and wait for the docs to OK removing it.
Either way, you will be fine, and so will I
Best of luck!